The Start of My 4th Week in Specialists Cadet School

Been having buffet for like every weekends cos there's just so many birthday party lol!!! Just when I realized it, I'm turning 21 soon too. Life in SCS so far... hmm not bad haha. I guess it's all about the commanders we have there. Thank God for everything. Indeed he has a great plan for me. Wonder if I'll be able to cross over to ocs and sign up for Airforce Officer positions. Is it a wise choice for me if i managed to cross over?



Sadly I didnt bring my camera for Justin's birthday and yea, no pictures uploaded in fb yet lol!!! Inefficient at all!!! Haha jkjk.

Went out with simon, hoping to purchase 1 or 2 "Praise" T shirts but to no avail lol. Saw the cameras sales and wanted to purchase one but wonder why i hesitated and went off lol! Anyway glad that I managed to buy 3 berms ytd lol. Grey, black and white each haha!

Oh yea my latest IPPT results, here goes:

2.4km Run - 9.37min (5 Points)
Shutter Run - 9.7s (5 Points)
Sit-ups - 42 (5 Points)
Pull-ups - 12 (5 Points)
SBJ - 239 (4 Points)

Total Score: Gold (24/25) 1 more point to a perfect gold hahaha

Thank God for everything. Even though I had always wanted to get a gold but never did I expect myself to be able to achieve it. Indeed nth is impossible :)

Final Countdown to SCS

Went church today as usual. Kinda disappointed as it ended kinda late and I was rushing to meet evangeline. Didnt get to catch up with the others! One thing for sure, Gordon never fails to share his past NS experiences with me lol. Fit indeed.

It's been just 2 days after the posting results are out and I have already know of around 10 ppl going to OCS. LOL! It was really a surprise when some of them told me they got posted to scs haha leader in disguise. It's an honor man! Army's wing! Officer!

Even though knowing that SCS is more suitable for me especially when I get stressed up easily, but cant help feeling disappointed for not getting into ocs lol. MAN!!! Fame is the main factor causing my disappointment now, I suppose?

Fight for OCS when I get into SCS? Will the fire keeps on burning?

Lord pls help me sort out my mind!!! I'm trying not to think so much but LOL!!! I have always wanted to be one of the best.

It's driving me mad LOL!!!! OCS SCS OCS SCS!!!

Aftermath

Posted to SCS - Specialists Cadet School. One thing for sure, I wouldnt be as stressed as I forsee myself to be if I got posted to OCS. For some reason, I'm worried of the uncertainties and maybe a new environment again. What awaits next might be tougher. Seems like majorities got posted to command school, I'm sure I'll see lots of familiar faces :)

Went back to BP to visit my grandma ytd. Just came back today and finished packing my bag! Wad a relief :) Gained 4kg during this week LOL!!! How do I maintain my diet and weight if this happens during every book out hahaha!

Will I still be as carefree as I am now when tmr comes. My last day before a new challenge again.

Pre-Posting Day

Looking back at the GP photos, it sure brings back memories and just when I thought it's the end, it was in fact the start of the real NS life. What to do? Ask me if I enjoy serving the NS? Stop kidding me, you know it. Hmm postings will be out tmr. OCS? SCS? Man? Try my best to look on the bright side, at least I'll be in Singapore but away from the city -.-

Thanks wong for accompanying me to Emart to buy my No. 4 :) Finally got myself a more suitable size haha.

As usual, my scouting partner, nicholas brought me over to china town for Tim Sum buffet. It was really nice of wei qian to drive us there and we had great time fellowshipping with one another. It was really really delicious and nice!!!! Gotta bring my parents over and maybe a girl??? LOL! Who's the lucky one hahaha

Man!!!! It's friday already.... Pls tell me i don have to report back on monday... Thinking of NS spoils my mood.

Block Leave

It's party time! Finally get to rest for 1 week? 10 days? Well gotta wait till friday before I know the results. By now, those successful soldiers who got selected for OCS would have already received their letter :( Though I know I'll definitely hate the trainings in ocs but wonder why, just felt that sense of failure knowing that I didnt make it for ocs (most probably). It's after getting into BMT that I realized being a sergeant is really a no big deal kind of thing.

Went to hospital ytd wif my parents but didnt have a conclusion to what's happening. What's the cause of the swell? Hormones inbalanced? LOL! Does tht explains why everyone is telling me that I'm too gentle? Then how do u explain those bushes of hair over my legs LOL!!! High level of both male and female hormones? LOL! Really hope it's nth serious :) Pray for me peeps. I need a confirmation!!! I nid to know the reason behind this thing and that it's nth serious!

Had a great day today especially with julian and chee yi around. Went to watch lengend of the fist and follow by k box. Hmm it feels werid today. Didnt really enjoy as much as i do as compared to our first k box outing lol! It feels great to be a student once again. Student meals for lunch at KFC haha! My favourite as usual, zinger meal with cheese fries.

Have a lot of things in mind that I wana do and buy. Is it a need or a want? Gotta pull myself away from temptations, from greed. Wanna buy one set of uniform and exercise tmr (Gym & basketball most probably) but have yet to come out with a plan!!! Von agreed to acc me, simon definitely don mind gyming with me but what bout basketball tmr? Just the two of us? hmmm...

Out of Tekong - POP Lo!

Route march or road march??? Anyway had a hard time trying to squeeze everything in my cupboard into my field bag. Left tekong at around 7.30pm in the night and starting march around 8pm. Mentally and physically tough haha! Started the march with an aching tigh and feet. Guess it was a pleasure to have my march on the mainland, at least there's nice sceneries.

Really glad that I can finally leave tekong. Made some great friends and acquired lots of skills. Dont have to leave Singapore again!!! I'm lucky enough to be in the pioneer batch to have our parade and march in Singapore. It was really nice haha!

The moment when we threw our joky caps up high, tears started to flow down from both jun kai and zhi ming's eyes. Don feel like leaving each other as well but one thing funny about this was, instead of making a girl shedding tears for me, I made 2 guys shedding tears over me (partially). LOL! Doesn't it sounds weird? Haha!

Our posting will be out next friday after 10pm. I believe God has a plan for me :) I'm so gonna enjoy my 12 days of block leave :) Basketball, shopping, movies, lan, k box and maybe playing my cello LOL!